You comprehend the vastness of your life only thru the depth of your inner. Your inner life creates the change of your outward world. Decisions, steps and results are just stages of your inner life. So go into you to find the vastness. So change yourself to alterate your world. So recognize yourself to conquer the world.
Go deep into you. Realize that in your depth the world is at home. Here you shall seek and find. Here is the beginning of your life. See yourself in your inner world, which you are, and in which you act.
Return home, linger in you; do not entangle yourself in the outer world – let it go. Take the vastness of your heart, the freedom of your spirit, and the eternity of your consciousness. Take what you want, but pay the price. Inwardness costs outwardness; outwardness costs inwardness.
Do you want to be a giver or a beggar? Only reality can really be given. The outer world is just shine, don't let yourself be deceived; live the reality of your inner, only then can you be giver. Then see the beggars, they have let themselves be deceived, they believe in the appearance.
Material humans are not worth the dirt on which they go. Their lifes are a waste. Their freedom is their death. Materialness decays, spiritualness stays.
Be thine, shun the shine. Live in your world and take for yourself what keeps you alive. Be in the deepness of your being, experience the vastness of your existence. Let matter be materiality, forget the material shine. Live your life in you, here you can be eternal; here is the spiritual sun, outside just the material shine.